August 2009
“It’s so hard to live when I can’t stand the thought of waking up. When everything is a surreal blur.”
— Me
“Home will always be here, unseen, out of sight
Where I disappear and hide
I think dreamy things as I’m waving goodbye
So I’ll spread out my wings and fly” —“Umbrella Beach” - Owl City.
Where I disappear and hide
I think dreamy things as I’m waving goodbye
So I’ll spread out my wings and fly” —“Umbrella Beach” - Owl City.
“Nothing Can Stop Me Now…”
—Various NIN songs.
Don't you hate the feeling you get....
…when you see the one you love with someone you KNOW doesn’t care about them as much as you do? I mean…how can they not see what they mean to you? and they throw it away on some other loser who isn’t even worth considering. Fuck that. If they loved you…they’d stop being with the other person and be with you. because that’s love. it’s not full of games. Today’s the day I’ll fade away.
Days go by...
..and I feel like I hate myself a little bit more as each one passes. idk. I feel weak. Like I gave you control. As much as I had tried to fight it. As many times as I pulled away because of it. I’ve surrendered and become what I never wanted to. It’s so hard to live when I can’t stand the thought of waking up. When everything is a surreal blur.
“If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn. People die. But real love lives forever.”
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ignorance is your new best friend.
“We’re all miracles. You know why? Because as humans, everyday we go about our business. And all that time, we know the things we love, the people we love, at any time can all be taken away. We live knowing that and we keep going anyway.”
—Little Children
