life is so confusing. just when I think I have everything figured out. I get punched in the face by something else. I just don’t know what to do. I feel like a failure. Often at that. Silence only lasts for so long before that radiating, piercing scream breaks through the dark and bursts my eardrums and I can’t think straight. Bleagh…I dunno what to do. help me. save me. set me free.